Friday, July 28, 2023

Here I must stand

Not exactly Jesus

Some reflections on Christianity and related topics.

When I started searching for an alternative to atheism-materialism almost 20 years, I considered generic Christianity to be one of the most sympathetic religions. The idea that God loves and saves humanity despite us still being sinners certainly sounds better (and more radical, or radically loving) than the notion that humans must *do* something (“works”) to earn God´s salvation. I originally assumed that Hindu bhakti and Pure Land Buddhism had the same trait, but with the exception of certain forms of the latter, that doesn´t seem to be the case. Here, too, you have to earn your “grace” (!) by carrying out certain rituals, avoid beef, do yoga, or whatever.

Thus, the “populist” streak in Christianity, best expressed in certain forms of Protestantism, was immensely attractive. So was the idea of the substitutionary atonement, in which God becomes a human, and voluntarily sacrifices himself in order to cleanse us (and the entire universe) from negative karma. In other religions, it´s always the believer that has to sacrifice himself (or herself), indeed, the symbolically dying and resurrecting *human* might be the oldest archetype in the world. In other words, other religions are really for a spiritual elite, not for Everyman.

Another trait I found attractive was the personal or “personalist” character of the Christian God. The idea of an impersonal “god” sounds like atheist materialism – a kind of “spiritualized” materialism, but still basically the same thing. What on earth is the point of taking up a religion if you´re still alone, and now in a universe that´s *even vaster* than the materialist one? I suppose the possibility of Love is another attractive feature of a personal god, although not one I was that interested in 20 years ago.

Of course, a closer study of Christianity and the Bible clearly reveals that the Christian religion simply can´t be true as literally stated. Indeed, it´s not even clear whether Jesus was a real historical person to begin with! If he was, his real message was probably more "Jewish" than "Christian". Which doesn´t help much, since the Hebrew scriptures aren´t particularly trustworthy either. It might not even be desirable that Christianity is true. While some passages in the NT sound Inclusivist, and a few might even be massaged into sounding Universalist, there is also a very strong and clear Exclusivist streak present. Not to mention a preoccupation with revenge, on both unbelievers (principally Jews) and "false" Christians. In other words, a new form of elitism. 

The moral advice given is bizarre, ranging from the non-resistance to evil of the Sermon on the Mount to the retrospective support for the Canaanite genocide in Stephen´s speech. The preoccupation with martyrdom present already in early Church tradition also strikes me as weird, since the only thing Christians had to do to avoid being killed was to pledge formal allegiance to the Empire by "sacrificing" to the genius of the emperor. Many religious groups use dissimulation in such situations, so why not the Christians? 

But the main argument against any of it being true are the failed apocalyptic prophecies in the NT, not only those put in the mouth of Jesus (which contradict each other), but also those of Paul and John (in so far as Revelation can be decoded at all). These prophecies show that early Christianity was just another apocalyptic sect of the kind that have been common in the Axial Age. And once that background is realized, pretty much everything changes...

I have no idea what the alternative might be to any of the above, except to say that no religious tradition I´m aware of suits me as a person...or seems to be true at all. But then, atheism-materialism doesn´t seem true either. Even apart from being unsufferable on other grounds. 

"Here I must stand, and can do no other". 



 

6 comments:

  1. My friend, come into the moment and exist. We are surrounded by myth, and so disaffected, we look for truth. Welcome to the fold. A most cogent post. I feel it echo through many universes.

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  2. "We are surrounded by myth, and so disaffected, we look for truth". Well, yes, exactly. The myths don´t work anymore. On the other hand, maybe the truth is to hard to bear?

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  3. Knowing objective truth, if it exists and can be *known* may well destroy us, or at least our 'ego'. Certainly our subjective assumptions that keep us going on a day to day basis would radically change or disappear altogether.

    Imagine millennia ago when hominids first stood erect and gazed upon the starry dome overhead, perhaps awestruck at the magnitude of its infiniteness. Myths are when someone makes up a story to explain what's going on. Someone makes observations over time; the spring returns continually after the death of winter and blossoms into the fullness of summer. Another story is told to incorporate that observation. Then a third someone says "Hey, bring me my sustenance (heh heh!) and I will insure the Sun returns and Nature continues," a Priest has arrived. You see where that goes. Soon we get religions.

    I can't prove it, but am intrigued by the idea that early mankind had no sense of separation between outer perception of reality and sense of self. In other words, the dome of the Sky was indeed the top of one's own being. I AM what I see/sense around me. The Garden story of Genesis may refer to the loss of that non-duality of being.
    And here we are today, Seeker, already in the *Kingdom* and yet we cannot see it all around us. So again, whenever I remember to be in this moment, and not drawn away with my petty self concerns and conceits, I reach the point where I and Thou can meet. So I vote for "Yes, There is a Thou" inside/outside us all. I agree there is no need to *do* anything to inherit Grace/unity/redemption. OK,enough blatherskiting on your page. My apologies...Carry on Sir!

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  4. This one is good:

    https://ashtarbookblog.blogspot.com/2023/03/surprised-by-upanishads.html

    Also this:

    https://ashtarbookblog.blogspot.com/2018/09/finding-god-in-concord.html

    Apart from the idea that we were originally One with Everything, there is also the idea that we originally experienced the entire universe as alive and sentient due to our right brain (I think) being dominant. Another intriguing scenario!

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  5. Those are both well spoken analyses. I just read an article strongly implying the left brain-right brain scenario is a myth, indeed we need both sides working in conjunction through the corpus callosum.

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    1. Ooops hit some key that posted before I was finished. So the left-right dichotomy was the psychology du jour in the '80s. Much like Myers-Briggs personality outlines. (makes me to be INFJ)
      But Geldard's book on Emerson and the good ol' Penguin edition of Upanishads deserve review.. I might have the latter around here somewhere. I would put Krishnamurti in here as well.

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