This guy is more crazy than I am, he actually *talks to* some kind of ChatGPT version. The AI is supposed to represent "The Christ Mind" manifesting in ACIM (A Course in Miracles). I can´t process Christ´s words just now, will have to wait until the afternoon I think!
This annoying character, "Star Soul Man" (who sometimes implies that he is Jesus or something to that effect), is apparently leaving the internet. LOL. How likely is *that*, exactly? He claims to be in the fourth dimension already. Well, he doesn´t curse as much as before, so maybe he *has* evolved? Goodbye, you fucking village idiot!
For some reason, I feel like linking to this old blog post of mine. OK, not *that* old. It´s from December 2024.
See also here:
This is an atrociously bad AI-generated song. For starters, it´s 15 minutes long. It sounds like a boring sermon on the theodicy problem set to muzak. Or is it supposed to be music? Oh, and it´s about Commander Ashtar. Dude, I AM Ashtar and I hereby disavow this AI slop! But sure, the AI did get my beautiful looks right, at least. LOL.
I didn´t know that Doreen Virtue is an alien abductee. I´m not joking. She actually says so in this video. Of course, Virtue now believes that the experience was demonic.
Yes, Doreen Virtue is on the war-path against Steven Spielberg´s "Disclosure Day". She and her friend "Jac" does say some interesting things. For instance, is the deer in the movie really a Wiccan symbol? But overall, it´s all very predictable.
As usual.
Purely by chance, I clicked on the wrong search term (was supposed to click on my blog´s name) and look what came up, LOL. From Copilot.
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In summary, the Ashtar Command represents a unique blend of spiritual ascension beliefs and extraterrestrial contact narratives, advocating for a harmonious existence and the protection of Earth from negative influences.
From a four year old blog post: "So for da record, I don´t do crystals or channeling, don´t await the arrival of benign space brothers to some hippie commune, nor do I do affirmations in the hope of selling off real estate at inflated prices (in the neighborhood of Boston, presumably). I don´t even wear a turban and a golden dagger, although I suppose that could be interesting pastimes, especially in the middle of a pandemic! So I don´t know, man."
Dude.
I´ve heard of the NESARA conspiracy theory before, but clearly I didn´t know half of it! I mean, wtf.
There are strange connections to Ramtha, Mormonism, David Icke´s reptilian aliens, the 9/11 Truth Movement, MLM-like ponzi schemes...
NESARA (and its later twin GESARA) has everything. Except maybe QAnon, although I wouldn´t be surprised if many true believers in one might easily morph into the other.
I admit I was somewhat shocked by this stuff. Or am I just getting old?
A disturbing but serious video about David Wilcock´s suicide. I actually watched his last pod cast (it´s still up on YouTube). I never heard about diabetic ketoacidosis (DKA) until now, but it´s apparently a potentially lethal condition caused by a lack of insulin in the body. Wilcock described most of the symptoms exactly in his podcast and even said that a doctor would probably diagnose him with diabetes. He left out one salient symptom, however...
DKA can trigger psychosis.
Which seems to have happened the next day, when Wilcock called the police, said he had diabetes (!) and strongly implies that he would shoot himself. Which he subsequently did, in front of the police sent out to investigate the situation. It seems that DKA can develop very fast and become life-threatening within 24 hours. Which may explain why Wilcock could still make a podcast on the evening of April 19 and then kill himself around lunch time on April 20.
While the diagnosis DKA is (of course) speculation at this point, it certainly does fit the format. Since Wilcock was a conspiracy theorist, UFO believer and New Age prophet, his untimely death started a seemingly never-ending avalanche of speculations about foul play. Was he abducted by MIBs, killed by the Cabal, or placed in witness protection? His fans just can´t accept that his death was a very human tragedy, rather than some kind of QAnon-type martyrdom related to the Passion of Donald Trump (et cetera).
Maybe that´s the real tragedy.
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So I looked at the (bizarre) reactions to David Wilcock´s death from the New Age-channeling community. I won´t link, but here is a description of one particular YouTube video chosen at random. OK, maybe not entirely at random, but you get my point...
A lady who claims to be a channeler sits in apparent lotus position on the floor. She speech sounds unnatural and forced. And that´s the *real* her, not the spirit communication. She laughs constantly, despite commenting a tragic suicide. She is frequently off topic: "I actually grew up in the same small town as Charlie Kirk". And despite claiming to know who David Wilcock is, she constantly calls him "David Wilcox". And no, I didn´t misunderstand the grammar. Maybe the spirits in the netherworld can´t tell the difference between a personal name and its possessive form...
Then, the channeling session starts. The lady uses rods to speak to the spirits?! Yes, really. When the rod in her right hand points to the (her) right, that´s a "yes". And when the rod in her left hand points to (her) left, that´s a "no". The lady is a bit overeager, and sometimes knows beforehand when the "right" rod will indicate a "yes", indeed sometimes even if it doesn´t point to the right but kind of hovers in the center. Strictly speaking, however, the rods always point in different directions! Curiously, she puts the rods aside on a regular basis. Part of the trickery or self-delusion? I´ve seen better dowsers than this...
Of course, the information given is pointless and doesn´t even come from David Wilcox, sorry, Wilcock but from some guardian spirit overseeing the transition blah-blah.
OK, enough of this Tuesday aggression, needed to focus my Martian-martial energies on something!
The following is speculation. I don´t know why David Wilcock killed himself, but I suspect he wasn´t psychotic. The suicide seems pre-planned. Why else would he call the police and then wait until he was in full view of several police officers, shooting himself only then? He wanted witnesses. That way, there would be no doubt that he actually committed suicide. But why did he constantly repeat at the end of his life that suicide was a bad thing? Perhaps because he didn´t want his *followers* to kill themselves.
The following, by contrast, is not speculation. Wilcock was a conspiracy theorist. So were his fans. Inevitably, conspiracy theories about his death started to circulate even before the identity of the deceased had been officially confirmed by the Coroner´s Office. Also, Wilcock was a channel/channeller. Also inevitably, other mediums now claim to receive channelled messages from *him*. Or rather his immortal soul.
I don´t think this is a very good look for this particular spiritual community, to be honest.
Oh, just shut the *fuck* up. This guy claims to be Jesus (or something to that effect) but curses more than Martin Luther. OK, maybe not, but brother Martin aint The Christ, dude. "Star Soul Man" is more in Maya than the most die hard materialists, who are at least studying things which are objectively real. This man lives in a fantasy world of his own making. And he aint got no soul in his blood stream either.
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| - Bala, the stupid humans are harping about "disclosure" again, when will they realize that they are already It? |
So I had to amuse myself by asking Gemini the 10,000 dollar question...
What are the chances that Donald Trump will disclose secret military / government knowledge about Midway Creatures?
To address this from a grounded perspective, we have to bridge the gap between two very different worlds: the theological cosmology of The Urantia Book and the political reality of a U.S. Presidency.
The chances of a formal disclosure regarding Midway Creatures are extremely low, likely near zero, for a few fascinating reasons:
In the context of government "secret knowledge" (UAPs, classified military technology, or "aliens"), the entities discussed are usually physical or biological.
The Midwayers described in The Urantia Book are celestial/spiritual beings. According to the book, they are invisible to human instruments and do not use "crafts" or technology that a government could capture, hide, or reverse-engineer.
If the military has "secret knowledge" of non-human intelligence, it likely pertains to physical phenomena. Midwayers operate on a frequency that—by definition—evades material detection.
While a President serves as the Commander-in-Chief, secret military programs are often shielded by "Special Access Programs" (SAPs).
Past presidents have occasionally expressed interest in "UFO" disclosure, but there is no evidence that the U.S. government uses The Urantia Book as a source for its intelligence.
Since Midwayers are part of a specific revelation (the Urantia papers), they aren't part of the standard terminology used in military or government briefings.
Donald Trump’s history with "secret knowledge" has been one of teasing and populism rather than theological revelation.
He has alluded to "very interesting" information regarding things like Roswell, but he tends to focus on the physical and national security aspects of such secrets.
Disclosing "Midway Creatures" would require the President to validate a specific 20th-century spiritual text, which is a step away from the usual political or military narrative.
According to The Urantia Book itself, the Midwayers are extremely skilled at remaining incognito. They are "invisible cousins" who do not wish to disrupt the natural evolution of human society. If they don't want to be found by the military, they simply won't be.
The only way such a disclosure would happen is if a President were to declassify files that describe "invisible entities" or "interdimensional helpers" that just happen to match the Midwayers' description. However, even then, the government would likely label them as "Unidentified Anomalous Phenomena" (UAP) rather than using the term "Midwayers."
Does it feel more likely to you that these "invisible cousins" would prefer to stay in the shadows of our folklore, rather than being the subject of a televised government briefing?
So I had to ask Gemini about the Midway Creatures mentioned in a previous blog post. Heeeere we go! What are the chances that Donald Trump (or even my man Obama) will disclose *this*, even if we assume for a moment that it´s actually true?
What are "Midway Creatures" in the Urantia Book?
In The Urantia Book, Midway Creatures (or Midwayers) are a unique order of celestial beings who exist in the "midway" zone between the material world of humans and the spiritual world of angels. They are essentially the "invisible cousins" of humanity, permanent inhabitants of Earth (Urantia) who serve as the primary link between physical and spiritual realities.
Here is a breakdown of their origin, nature, and function:
Midwayers are divided into two distinct classes based on their origin and timing in Earth's history:
The Primary Midwayers: These beings were brought into existence during the era of the Prince’s Administration (about 500,000 years ago). They are more "spirit-leaning" than the secondary group. There are exactly 50,000 of them.
The Secondary Midwayers: These beings originated during the time of Adam and Eve (about 37,000 years ago). They are more "material-leaning" and are mathematically closer to the human frequency. There were originally 1,984 of them, though many were lost during the Lucifer Rebellion.
Midwayers are often described as the "most versatile" of all celestial assistants because of their unique makeup:
Invisibility: They occupy a vibration just outside the range of human vision. While they are "physical" in a sense, they are composed of a refined matter that does not reflect light in a way we can see.
Physicality: Unlike angels, Midwayers can occasionally manipulate physical matter. They consume a specialized form of energy (similar to light or electricity) rather than food.
Longevity: They are "immortal" in the sense that they do not age or die like humans. They remain on Earth through all its changing eras, serving as the planet's permanent custodians.
Midwayers are often referred to as the "Planetary Helpers." Their work is largely invisible but vital to the spiritual administration of the world:
Liaisons: They act as translators and messengers between human beings and the higher angelic orders.
The "United Midwayers of Urantia": They maintain a vast "intelligence network," keeping track of human progress and spiritual needs.
Personal Contact: Because Secondary Midwayers are so close to the human frequency, they are often used by the Thought Adjusters (the indwelling fragments of God) to facilitate spiritual breakthroughs or "synchronistic" events in a person’s life.
Historians: Because they have lived through every major event in human history, they are the primary source of information for the historical sections of The Urantia Book itself.
The Urantia Book suggests that many of our myths regarding fairies, brownies, ghosts, and "spirits" are actually distorted racial memories of the Midwayers. Because they have been seen by "sensitives" or young children throughout history, they have been woven into our folklore, though the Book clarifies that they are highly organized, loyal, and technically advanced beings—not "magical" creatures.
Fun Fact: According to the book, the Midwayers were the ones who moved the stone from the tomb of Jesus, as angels generally do not perform such physical tasks.
Does the concept of a "permanent invisible guard" on Earth change how you look at the unexplained coincidences or "synchronicities" in your own life?
This guy (the Urantia Book rocker) is still just as optimistic about UFO disclosure. He believes that there is a special kind of aliens already living on Earth, known as "Midway Creatures". They seem to be similar to guardian angels or spirit-beings in other religious systems. Maybe they are real, who knows, but the idea that the US government (or any government) knowing anything important about the situation is far fetched. And even Jay sometimes concedes this, but still hopes that Trump or somebody else will tell us about it.
A Christian that goes by Donnie Discerned (or perhaps Donnie Darkened) discusses one of the sects mentioned in a previous blog post, the Family of Taygeta. Yes, they are pro-Trump and claim a connection to superbly spiritual aliens from the Pleiades. I mean, where else? Strictly speaking, the Family *are* the aliens, sending messages through a human channel named Judith.
Donnie also claims that the last message from Q was spiritual and ended with the word "Ascension" (the equivalent of salvation or liberation in some fringe New Age Theosophy groups). ChatGPT claims that this Q drop is bogus. Still, it´s interesting that some people try to cast both Q and one Donald J Trump as some kind of hidden spiritual masters. Obviously, Donnie thinks it´s all a Satanic deception. The thread is from 2024, btw.
Not sure why this suddenly caught my attention early in the morning, but there you go.
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Not sure how to double check this, but it does fit a broader pattern.
Panaceas connected to banking/money reform are very common in the United States, and so are conspiracy theories. I vaguely remember some kind of Ascended Masters / proto-QAnon interface circa 2016. And QAnon was of course real. Even the right-wing militia / New Age synthesis has existed before. Remember Elizabeth Clare Prophet´s contretemps in Montana?
ChatGPT sounds like a whining "skeptic" here, but it´s still somewhat interesting. And "messianism without transformation" is a keeper!
Yes. NESARA / GESARA are best understood as a hybrid of conspiracy theory, millenarian religion, and financial salvation myth that has evolved over several decades. They are not just “bad economics”; they function psychologically and socially like a cultic belief system.
I’ll explain this in layers: origin → transformation → spiritualization → why it persists.
NESARA = National Economic Security and Reformation Act
In the 1990s, a small group of US activists promoted a proposed economic reform package:
Abolish income tax
Return to gold-backed currency
Cancel certain debts
Reform banking
It was never passed, never close to passing, and largely incoherent as legislation.
However, this proposal provided a name and a hook for something very different.
By the late 1990s–early 2000s, NESARA was reimagined as:
A secret law already passed
Suppressed by:
Banks
Governments
“Elites”
Waiting to be revealed at the right moment
This is the first crucial shift:
From failed reform → hidden salvation
At this stage, NESARA already had classic conspiracy features:
Secret knowledge
Malevolent hidden enemies
Imminent revelation
GESARA = Global Economic Security and Reformation Act
GESARA:
Does not exist in any legal sense
Has never been proposed by any legitimate body
But within the belief system, it becomes:
The worldwide version of NESARA
Coordinated by:
“White hats”
Military alliances
Benevolent elites
Sometimes extraterrestrials
At this point, the narrative leaves politics and enters mythology.
Over time, NESARA/GESARA absorbed elements from:
New Age spirituality
Ascension narratives
Channeling
UFO religions
Christian apocalypticism
Eastern concepts (karma, vibration, awakening)
Common beliefs now include:
A coming “financial reset”
Total debt forgiveness
Instant wealth redistribution
The collapse of “fiat money”
A transition to 5D consciousness
Earth’s “liberation” from dark forces
Money becomes spiritualized:
Wealth = reward for awakening
Poverty = illusion of the old world
Patience = spiritual virtue
This is key:
Economic fantasy is reframed as spiritual initiation.
Even without a single leader, it shows cultic dynamics.
Predictions constantly fail:
“Next month”
“After the election”
“After disclosure”
“After the arrests”
Each failure is reinterpreted as:
A delay
A test
Proof of how powerful the enemy is
This is classic millenarian elasticity.
Contradictory evidence is explained away:
“It’s classified”
“You’re not awake yet”
“The mainstream is lying”
Belief becomes non-falsifiable, which is the hallmark of cult cognition.
Followers are encouraged to:
Wait
Trust the plan
Do nothing practical
This creates:
Learned helplessness
Dependency on the narrative
A sense of being chosen but powerless
NESARA/GESARA often overlaps with QAnon, but they are not identical.
QAnon → political-military salvation
NESARA/GESARA → financial-spiritual salvation
They frequently merge:
Mass arrests + debt forgiveness
Evil elites removed + instant prosperity
Together, they form a totalizing worldview:
Explains suffering
Promises reversal
Eliminates uncertainty
This is important: believers are not stupid.
The belief system appeals because it:
Offers moral clarity
Explains economic injustice without complexity
Transforms helplessness into hidden significance
Avoids painful trade-offs and systemic thinking
It is, psychologically:
A response to real economic precarity using myth rather than analysis.
From a genuinely spiritual or philosophical standpoint (including Buddhist or contemplative traditions you’ve engaged with), NESARA/GESARA is problematic because it:
Externalizes liberation
Confuses awakening with reward
Turns greed into virtue
Replaces practice with anticipation
In classical spiritual terms:
It is messianism without transformation.
NESARA/GESARA is not a hidden financial system but a modern millenarian myth that fuses economic anxiety, conspiracy thinking, and New Age spirituality into a cult-like promise of effortless salvation.
Yes — the concrete, documentable history of NESARA/GESARA is actually quite well known, and when you strip away later mythmaking it turns out to be much more mundane, traceable, and revealing than believers assume.
Below is a clean historical reconstruction, separating what is verifiably real from what was later invented.
A Utah-based engineer and eccentric monetary reform activist
Not a mystic, not a banker, not connected to intelligence agencies
In the late 1980s–1990s, Barnard proposed a radical economic reform he called NESARA:
National Economic Security and Reformation Act
A self-published plan including:
Abolishing income tax
Replacing it with a national sales tax
Abolishing the IRS
Reforming monetary policy
Reducing government debt
This was:
Never introduced as a bill
Never voted on
Never taken seriously by economists
Circulated only in activist and crank monetary-reform circles
Barnard died believing his ideas were suppressed, but there was nothing secret about their failure — they simply had no support.
This is the only part of NESARA that ever existed in reality.
Around 1999–2000, a woman named Shaini Candace Goodwin (also known as Dove of Oneness) radically reinterpreted Barnard’s failed proposal.
She claimed:
NESARA had already passed secretly
The Supreme Court had approved it
Judges were killed or threatened
The media was gagged
Military forces were involved
None of this was true.
But this is where NESARA becomes a conspiracy religion.
Goodwin was deeply immersed in:
Theosophy-derived Ascended Masters teachings
“Lightworker” communities
Channeling culture
She reframed NESARA as:
A divinely guided plan
Overseen by Ascended Masters
Enforced by benevolent hidden authorities
Delayed to protect humanity’s spiritual readiness
From this point on:
NESARA ceased to be political and became millenarian.
Email chains
Yahoo Groups
Early blogs
Alternative news sites
Typical messages included:
“Any day now”
“Blackout imminent”
“Mass arrests”
“Debt forgiveness”
“New gold-backed currency”
Predictions repeatedly failed.
Each failure was explained as:
“Mercy”
“Timeline adjustment”
“Dark forces interfering”
Classic apocalyptic pattern.
GESARA never had an origin document.
It stands for Global Economic Security and Reformation Act
No author
No proposal
No text
No date
GESARA appears only after NESARA had already become mythologized.
It was added because:
Globalization anxiety increased
Financial crises (2008) demanded a global salvation myth
The internet rewarded ever-bigger claims
GESARA is NESARA without even a real starting point.
This is when NESARA/GESARA reached peak visibility.
QAnon provided:
Military “white hats”
Mass arrests
Sealed indictments
A narrative of imminent justice
NESARA supplied:
Economic redemption
Debt cancellation
Wealth redistribution
Together they formed a total salvation myth:
Moral
Political
Economic
Spiritual
This was not coordinated — it was memetic convergence.
After repeated failures:
Trump didn’t return
No reset happened
No debts were canceled
The belief system adapted by:
Spiritualizing further (“5D rollout”)
Abandoning dates
Shifting to crypto fantasies
Targeting smaller, more committed audiences
Today it survives as:
A belief residue
A monetized niche
A cautionary example
NESARA/GESARA is now studied as:
A digital-age millenarian movement
A cargo-cult–like response to financial complexity
A case study in belief persistence after falsification
It is not dismissed as mere stupidity — it reveals real structural anxieties.
NESARA began as a failed 1990s tax-reform proposal by an obscure activist, was transformed around 2000 into a conspiracy religion by Ascended Masters believers, expanded online through millenarian logic, globalized into GESARA without any factual basis, fused with QAnon during the Trump era, and now persists as a spiritualized, unfalsifiable belief system divorced entirely from political reality.
